I'm not so sure that writing about sex will help me comes to better terms with it. I spend far too much time looking for it and thinking about it, so I'm not sure if writing about it will help my self awareness or simply ensare me in more temptation. Lately I've been feeling like my creativity has been blocked in most other avenues of my life. I figure any form of self-expression is better than none, right?
A few things you should know about me, before we begin:
- I'm a thirty something year old gay man.
- My partner of 10 years is old enough to by my father, and I prefer it that way.
- I'm of South Asian descent, though I was born and raised here in America.
- I only fuck bareback. Yeah, I'm HIV negative and have been doing it for years, both as a top and a bottom. I'm picky about partners, but I do know I'm playing with fire and I've been darn lucky.
